I Use To, I Want To, I Have To

When i was little i couldn't wait to be able to write my name. I was one of the first few in my class to pick it up early, my mom had been working with me also do to the fact i was driving her crazy wanting to know how to write. As i got older i was writting alll the time, i even joined the lit club in junior high, and wrote some of the dialog for a few of the members of the team. Yeah Me!!! Even as i started my life as a mom i still wrote, but not as much as i wanted to. I was ether giving rides or fixing dinner, or what ever might be going on at the time. Now that i'm taking these classes and notice how much i write, and some of it is by habit,it's what i do. The lists, there is always a list, Or my endless revising on paper. I am not doing that here, i figured this might be a good way to stop some of that.I'm just setting here in front of the computer, with my head phones in ,listening to music letting things just come as thet will.Now with my new job, i have to write.I am the assitant to the director of the specical care unit. Which means i do assesments, and progress reports, the minutes from morning meettings, etc. I have no choice, but to be able to get my readers attention,as well as get information and facts prepared for print. So the skills i am learning are helping very much. The biggest, hardest thing is trusting my ability.